like fire and rain,

so I'm in love with Jessica Szohr's hair. maybe, I'll cut it like hers, but probably not. I got the september 2010 issue of nylong mag and she is the cover page:


yeah, she's pretty. I'm jealous of her blue eyes and dark skin. like really, that's freaking beautiful.
I spent some wonderful time with my best friend, Brittney.








[last night I had a dream that I went with my family to a strip club....looking for the bitch that messed everything up. like all my cousins were with me and we had this plan to split up and everything. so when we got there, I realized that I wasn't looking for that whore, I was looking for you. then I found you. and I forgave you....for everything.] and I woke up feeling like an idiot. and I then all the anger came back.

what I'm wearing:
levi's patchwork cut-offs- DIY/goodwill
black bandeau- target
lace top- ?
belt- goodwill

no life after love

so, plume collection (my sister jessica and her friend amber) just released their new summer/fall collection. here's some pictures! not that anyone will ever see this...






like it?
cute right?
well then visit their facebook or etsy or tumblr.
it's pretty amaaazing.

sparkling whine

so, I thought I'd be able to use this blog without venting about anything. and maybe I can, if I stop typing right now. no. doesn't it bug when people say "I have to talk to you about something" or ask "can I ask you something?" or do some shit like that and it makes you all uncomfortable and shit? YEAH. I hate that too. like, HATE it. not only does it add to your initial stress, but it also SUCKS a thousand times more when that person says "never mind." or they might even leave you hanging for two days, which by the way, it WORSE than saying never mind. like oh my freaking goodness....anyways, my life isn't that bad, but today was NOT a good day....at all. just sayin'